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Hi everyone I'm new here to the forum but not to RCs. So if my etiquette is poor I'll try to learn all the rules as quickly as possible. I used to be very heavily into the psychedelic scene. I've tried all the 2Cs, NBOMEs, DO(X)s as well as several stimulant RCs. Unfortunately a heroic (or in this case stupid) dose of LSD kind of ruined psychedelics for me. Very rare that a trip doesn't turn ugly on me anymore. The reason I came here though was to find legit reliable US domestic vendors for benzos and their analogs (some of which look very intriguing). I only have made one order of benzo RCs before (still hasn't arrived so haven't tried any yet) and the experience with the shipper was horrendous. I've had a pretty severe drinking problem for a long time due to anxiety. It started having serious consequences on my life so I quit. But after trying to get benzos prescribed to me for ages I always get denied. I've tried countless other meds and gone to several doctors. Benzos are the only thing that work for me though. But from my experience I know the internet can provide. I plan to start donating and hopefully build some relationships here. So I can finally get my crippling anxiety under control. Without slipping back into being a raging alcoholic.
 
Hey. Welcome to the forum.

I'm sure your life is not easy by any means, but the fact that you ditched alcohol means you've got a chance to live better. That takes serious effort. Good luck with the search for benzolas. I'm pretty sure you'll find some soon enough.
 
,my advice is goto a psych doc and get on benzos -ifu have insurance itll cost u what, 50 a month the most masybe low as 5$?

pharmas areexpensive hereand rc benxosare r=very potent and canlead bacm to addiction easily
 
oh be g said:
,my advice is goto a psych doc and get on benzos -ifu have insurance itll cost u what, 50 a month the most masybe low as 5$?

pharmas areexpensive hereand rc benxosare r=very potent and canlead bacm to addiction easily
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Been through a half dozen doctors. Spent multiple years. Been put on SOOO many other drugs like SSRIs and other even weirder crap. Which either didn't do anything, completely zombified me or caused multiple other mood problems. That were worse than what I was already dealing with. I have shitty gov insurance. So it's not like my options for doctors is vast. I'm just done dealing with them
 
Halif said:
Hey. Welcome to the forum.

I'm sure your life is not easy by any means, but the fact that you ditched alcohol means you've got a chance to live better. That takes serious effort. Good luck with the search for benzolas. I'm pretty sure you'll find some soon enough.
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Appreciate the positive words brotha
 
Phreak1k said:
Been through a half dozen doctors. Spent multiple years. Been put on SOOO many other drugs like SSRIs and other even weirder crap. Which either didn't do anything, completely zombified me or caused multiple other mood problems. That were worse than what I was already dealing wit thh. I have shitty gov insurance. So it's not like my options for doctors is vast. I'm just done dealing with them
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I'm telling you you really shouldn't be that hard, just DM me what state no need to be specific
 
oh be g said:
I'm telling you you really shouldn't be that hard, just DM me what state no need to be specific
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Being as new to the forum as I am (and just being anxious and paranoid in general). Idk how I feel about giving out any sort of location info yet. To anyone other than a vetted vendor anyway. I can tell you this much. My state has a HUGE pill problem so they're really strict. I just donated and haven't gotten my status confirmed yet. But when I can DM I'll at least hit you up for some general tips. I'd prefer to get what I need as safely, simply and cheaply as possible. So I'm not against doing it the legit way. I've just gotten really tired of doctors
 
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