I'm new here. Guess my post here should be evidence of that. I've struggled with adhd for my whole life and have a relatively recent psychotic diagnosis which makes doctors unwilling to prescribe the medications I need. I'm looking for something that can help me with focus and motivation, preferably legal or in the legally grey area. I've looked into dark net markets and always seem to get lost along the way. It doesn't seem too complicated, I just can't navigate for the life of me.
I've had experience with practically everything I could get my hands on. It's been many months since I've done anything illegal. In relation to my current goals I've been on Strattera which didn't help me focus at all, Ritalin which only had minimal effects on focus but I've only taken single low doses, Adderall which was probably the best option because of it's "dirty" effects which helped me resist the urge to take recreational doses, and Meth which had the best effects but the temptation to redose got me in over my head at times.
I'm willing to try nearly anything. My budget is super low. I live in the USA. Any guidance or directions would be greatly appreciated. Possibly life changing.
I've had experience with practically everything I could get my hands on. It's been many months since I've done anything illegal. In relation to my current goals I've been on Strattera which didn't help me focus at all, Ritalin which only had minimal effects on focus but I've only taken single low doses, Adderall which was probably the best option because of it's "dirty" effects which helped me resist the urge to take recreational doses, and Meth which had the best effects but the temptation to redose got me in over my head at times.
I'm willing to try nearly anything. My budget is super low. I live in the USA. Any guidance or directions would be greatly appreciated. Possibly life changing.
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