Is this methidone like the bullshit I get at the methadone clinic or more like the old methadone tablets that would actually fuck you up?
Well, it worked great orally for reducing my withdrawals after a 3/4oz binge of H with doses at around ~80mg.
When I’ve pushed it one night, around 12am, I woke up in withdrawals and weighed 280mg and down the hatch it went.
Woke up at 5am for work and was sweating profusely and nauseous so I knew I took too much and ended up vomiting a couple times.
I just have a needle fixation and this is not one to IV. Doing so without dealing with the acidity is terribly painful and left a bump at the injection site for a few days.
Even trying to lower the ph with baking soda and using a 70 unit bacteriostatic water/30 unit everclear help create a less slushy solution, it still burned(because of the everclear) but no bump was left like before.
It had a decent rush when IVing 200-300 or even more mg I just started eyeballing it. But it’s very short lived and leaves you wanting more much too early.
Orally, it held back w/d unless you take too much it can be euphoric. I have very little experience with methadone itself, early in my opiate/opioid journeys when I tried it, it felt like a heroin high that lasted days. Never got that with this chemical.
Due to my fixation on injecting it, and leading to some very painful BMs, I flushed the rest of my stash probably 3-4gs of my original 10gs I got from BJC.
I should have gone with chlorphine but there wasn’t anything out there on that, neither was there on Methiodone but I wanted a maintenance med. I now clearly cannot trust myself with it so I got rid of it.
If you plan to order any chemicals from China go with BJC he got the package to me in 12 days he is amazing at what he does.
Anyways, good luck.
