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NonBlonde

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I just wanted to say I am fascinated and grateful this site exists! Currently I'm in a position in my life where I've lost everything (or so it feels) and as I rebuild from the fog, I am realizing just how dang dependent I was/am on certain things- and how scary facing life is without that crutch. I'm in uncharted territory of needing to leave some things behind, but not wanting to. It's new because I've never needed to leave it in the past, I always looked for that elusive desire to "someday" slow down, stop, whatever. It never came until it had to.

So I am here because my internet searches stumbled me across your forum, and I'm seeking out a wealth of knowledge- I hear there exists a search function, eh  :ph34r: :lol: ??  But also to maybe find support in how alone this feels-been so long since I felt much at all. In my "real life" because of what I do and who I am to others, there isn't anybody I can lean on for support to even talk about most of these things and a whole f*cking lot I could still lose (hmmmm maybe I haven't lost everything after all).

Kind of a somber intro, and cryptic I suppose, but just reading about other peoples experiences makes me feel less alone, gives me greater hope and frankly a couple good laughs already at the things people have both said in posts and the responses they've gotten-which doesn't always happen. So even though y'all don't know you did anything yet- thanks for just existing. Appreciate the place to stop and sit awhile while I gather myself up. Cheers :408_beers:

~NB

 
Welcome to jungle NonBonde, happy you are here! Lot's of great folks and a wealth of worthy reading material here!

 
Welcome to the community @NonBlonde. The support and resources here are life changing. You are not alone. A lot of us found our way here the exact same way and have all the same fears. Things are never going to be perfect but, I have found much relief here in many different forms. I wish the same for you. Take care and do what you need to be well.

 
Thanks everybody. Been working the last couple days, but I'm grateful for the support. 

~NB

 
Welcome non blonde. Hope this place is everything your looking for. It sounds like your in a similar place in life as.me

 
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  1. johnnywan @ johnnywan: @PHXINC I feel like a stalker right now lmao but I emailed before reading your site. I apologize!!
  2. johnnywan @ johnnywan: @PHXINC I feel like a stalker right now lmao but I emailed before reading your site. I apologize!!
  3. A @ AnnaSofia: Yeah @RiftChems its prob 3x as slow as normal for all of my Xmas shopping in various locations. Its crazy.
  4. PHXINC @ PHXINC: Let's move forward. A site eh? Sweet congrats on that.
  5. PHXINC @ PHXINC: So overall it's not you buzz it's more of a collective I'm sorry, it can be frustrating. lol it's just time wasting that kills me and everybody has lives,ya know? That's the end of my only shout box rant. I love this site, I love the people and customers.
  6. CnC5 @ CnC5: We have a website now! Go to my thread & check it out! Much Love DBG FAM!
  7. PHXINC @ PHXINC: Overall, personally I'm just asking clientele for efficiency. I've never been happy not to answer any question, not for a second. And we treat all our customers the best we possibly can. But with 25% "researching btc", never placing orders, dropping in to ask what's for dinner? I'm very busy right now and I want to give everyone great service, this is hindering,
  8. PHXINC @ PHXINC: @xenxra no lol I'm sorry to be confusing, it was a confusing convo with me and bizz here and I think we're on the same page and we will squirrel it away privately. None friend though. My main point is 100 emails is too much for me right now. And if u say your gonna order then okay? Let's get straight to the point. I'm getting slot of useless email and I don't know if other vendors feel it. But guys if you want to work w us? Please come coin ready. Place order, we reply quick.
  9. Bizz @ Bizz: and i’m not going to just deviate from my budget because we were in the middle of a conversation so I apologize but this isn’t something I spend my life on I so it’s your loss my man I’m sorry you’re going through a lot. I hope it gets better.
  10. Bizz @ Bizz: @PHXINC if I recall, you actually emailed me first after no response for quite some time and we just were having a good conversation before it lead to an order. I will not speak on any of this in the shout out box.
  11. xenxra @ xenxra: @PHXINC recommendation...? what recommendation have i made to anyone on here?
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  14. PHXINC @ PHXINC: Buzz I don't even know @xenxra I know he seems like a good guy. But never even chatted w the dude, so his recommendation isn't gonna make me wanna do business, at the end of the day man just come coin ready. It's been ummm 100 emails and promises and no follow thru, now I like ya but I'm busy. I like straight shooters my customers know that. Obviously I'm not in a position where I chat a whole bunch right now okay? No worries man. Love everybody as always .<3
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