Robin Hood said:
IMHO if you take benzos you should always have at least 60-90 v's on hand in a drawer.
I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH YOU DO NOT WANT TO RUN OUT of your flavor. Especially a short half life such as xan~ax.
I couldn't agree more. Valium is my med of choice actually, and I normally have a good 2 months "extra" on hand. It just happened that my previous order for vals from a different vendor did not show, so he re-shipped after 36 days. But the re-ship also has not shown up (33 days now at that), so I ordered from here, and it is running later than normal- of course. So long story short a bad experience with another vendor toppped with a delay here depleted all my normal stock and my excess.
I am just glad I got the phenobarbital from Top10 a while back. Thats something I don't use, so I knew I could keep it tucked away for emergency. Glad I did. It helps alot, and it is what alot of rehabs still use for bz w/d. 30mgs 3X daily seems to be holfing me for now. That and Librium is used as well, but I don't have any of that.
Anyway, I placed another order with Top10 just now, and will await that one. I have no reservations about using these guys, they have always come thru. Sometimes stuff just happens... sux, but it does.
For anyone who is NOT yet dependant on Benzos, PLEASE do not do it to yourself. I've spent the last decade plus stressing over IOP orders, doctor's who would then wouldn't prescribe, all so I can get right asgain. It's SO not worth it. If you're considering using bz of any kind, please reconsider. The dangers of wd are just to great. Even with the phenobarb I would trade this feeling for an opiate WD anyday, and I've gone thru the worst of that. Opiate withdrawl pales in comparison to BZ wd.
Maybe someone can learn from this...
Thanks again to all of you for your posts and concern. I do appreciate it. I'm kinda laughing in my head right now cause I didn't join this site with the intention of my first few posts to be whining and complaining, lol. Sorry... I'll be better soon, and hopefully can contribute something usefull. /default_smile.png
Take care guys, will update as time progresses.
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