Introduction--small quantities, no "smart" phone, PTSD

[LBLB]

Female, just signed up. Have taken Alpraz (PTSD/anxiety) for years. In this rural area, psychs paranoid about prescribing, treating as if H. No "smart" phone --laptops and landline -- privacy reasons. (We've all heard of people tracked down by gov for ideology, plus, idea of 24/7 geolocator/recorder/camera creepy).... Leads to probs w/crypto.

Because we can't just put in that doodgie (whatever you call that symbol) crypto turns out to be nearly impossible... added to that, no matter how much expertise/time w/research, hasn't helped. Have lost crypto $ twice because, once bought, could not find. (Hate to sound dumb, but a "wallet's" info online is cryptic as hell if can't just point at symbol.)

Lost $400 this wk -- half from crypto out there somewhere, half from rip-off), so have signed up here, RC-Scene,etc., trying to find source taking zelle or cc/debit. (One from last year now refuses to reply-- others want to sell grams/powder, not tablets/liquids for one-person.

Will be reading everything on here to add to a year's research... trying to find Brom (had last year) or anything like Alpraz helpful with anx/rumination/sleep w/out nightmares. All apologies for length--will keep short from now on. Appreciate any help. (P.S. Rural area, no one around to help but Dude of the House.) Thanks in advance.

All

 

[VastDrink]

You’re worried about security from the feds, yet you’re on the clearnet looking for a vendor that accepts payment methods tied straight to your literal social security number?



You need to actually learn a few things before you end up flushing more money down the toilet. A couple basic YouTube vids on how cakewallet works would be a good place to start. Better yet learn Tor and get on the DNMs


And I know this probably isn’t the case for you but I’d argue a bad benzo dependency is miles worse than clean heroin, so your doctor ain’t that far off; but trust me I get it, certain folks you just can’t sway when all you really need is a small time script

 

[Deleted member 43294]

You’re worried about security from the feds, yet you’re on the clearnet looking for a vendor that accepts payment methods tied straight to your literal social security number?



You need to actually learn a few things before you end up flushing more money down the toilet. A couple basic YouTube vids on how cakewallet works would be a good place to start. Better yet learn Tor and get on the DNMs


And I know this probably isn’t the case for you but I’d argue a bad benzo dependency is miles worse than clean heroin, so your doctor ain’t that far off; but trust me I get it, certain folks you just can’t sway when all you really need is a small time script

Nice post….def needs to read the darknet bible or DN noobs archives

 

[timyboy]

Don;t scare them away now

 

[Deleted member 43294]

Are we allowed to post a link for the DarkNet for Noobs section that might help them learn a little Opsec and how to tumble your coins properly. Securityinabox website has a bunch of good tips for the basics all the way to Pfense and whonix. Also iVPN has a security guide written by mirimir from wilders security if they really need to learn.

 

[porkandbeansboy]

@LBLB OP I'm sorry to hear your having such a difficult time. I can suggest 1 thing that might help you out a little bit which is using a camera "Cover" or putting a post-it-note over it or anything over your camera/webcam/smart-phone-camera lens that's opaque should be good at preventing any "spying" to occur form anybody.

 

[Gracie5]

Are we allowed to post a link for the DarkNet for Noobs section that might help them learn a little Opsec and how to tumble your coins properly. Securityinabox website has a bunch of good tips for the basics all the way to Pfense and whonix. Also iVPN has a security guide written by mirimir from wilders security if they really need to learn.

Yes, I would recommend the “Varied Issues Thread.” It has subtopics on shipping and shipping and tracking.

 

[Gracie5]

Female, just signed up. Have taken Alpraz (PTSD/anxiety) for years. In this rural area, psychs paranoid about prescribing, treating as if H. No "smart" phone --laptops and landline -- privacy reasons. (We've all heard of people tracked down by gov for ideology, plus, idea of 24/7 geolocator/recorder/camera creepy).... Leads to probs w/crypto.

Because we can't just put in that doodgie (whatever you call that symbol) crypto turns out to be nearly impossible... added to that, no matter how much expertise/time w/research, hasn't helped. Have lost crypto $ twice because, once bought, could not find. (Hate to sound dumb, but a "wallet's" info online is cryptic as hell if can't just point at symbol.)

Lost $400 this wk -- half from crypto out there somewhere, half from rip-off), so have signed up here, RC-Scene,etc., trying to find source taking zelle or cc/debit. (One from last year now refuses to reply-- others want to sell grams/powder, not tablets/liquids for one-person.

Will be reading everything on here to add to a year's research... trying to find Brom (had last year) or anything like Alpraz helpful with anx/rumination/sleep w/out nightmares. All apologies for length--will keep short from now on. Appreciate any help. (P.S. Rural area, no one around to help but Dude of the House.) Thanks in advance.

All

You should start with the topic “All About Bitcoin.” All of us were new once. Many of us are not exactly spring chickens, and many have medical problems. CC/debit card vendors are rare for a reason. Zelle is not commonly used, also for a reason.
I’m sorry you’re dealing with all you are, but put in the time, and you will figure it out. I read for 9 months before jumping when I was new. You don’t want be taken advantage of. Welcome.