Man wtf

[MrFuszy]

Ooo my gawd that yard was bullshit man but I did it. Oh fuck it's so hot out there dude!!! Oh fuck man that was a thing. My people came home all like "Oh you had medicine to pick up, I forgot" im like "Man go pick that shit up" like stop mocking me man. I know what I am going through. I don't need to be mocked for it. Like you think I don't know what you just got outta that box! You think I don't know! Like are we on the same page yet? Like lemme make it man. Geez

 

[MrFuszy]

Bro! Finally got some Xanax in me but dudes my people handed me this trash bag with like 4700ml of benzo solutions ded! Like 10g of something ded as fuck another 25g ded with cat shit, some other shit im guessing was apvp ded! 5g 4mmc done!
Like some presses maybe 250 bitch that's ded! They shut all this shit down, and hand me a bottle of 60 1mg pills and like make sure to throw your trash out the garbage man's here in the AM like Brooooo! Check the fuck outta me. Like damn bro! Shut the hell down. Fuck me. Dude my people weren't having none of it.

 

[MrFuszy]

Man just know that those who came through for me like I know you didn't have to, but man im not always in this type of funk, so one day when y'all needa hand like man Ill remember what you did for me!
On some real shit, like just hit me up and if I can help you'll know but you just gotta ask man!
It ain't gonna be today but one day!
Thank y'all man!

 

[Sakshi]

Man just know that those who came through for me like I know you didn't have to, but man im not always in this type of funk, so one day when y'all needa hand like man Ill remember what you did for me!
On some real shit, like just hit me up and if I can help you'll know but you just gotta ask man!
It ain't gonna be today but one day!
Thank y'all man!

sounds like you're on the up man.

try not to stress from the environment too much - that shit legitimately is the hardest part during some of the phases.

sounds like you've been doing your thing to be productive when and where you can. good shit.

doesn't have to be big - even one small thing a day....
---> MARK IT AS MOVEMENT, REWARDING, SUCCESS <---

you'd be surprised at how much such little can even further bend those neuroreceptors back into shape.

keep it positive, stay anchored brotha man.

 

[MrFuszy]

sounds like you're on the up man.

try not to stress from the environment too much - that shit legitimately is the hardest part during some of the phases.

sounds like you've been doing your thing to be productive when and where you can. good shit.

doesn't have to be big - even one small thing a day....
---> MARK IT AS MOVEMENT, REWARDING, SUCCESS <---

you'd be surprised at how much such little can even further bend those neuroreceptors back into shape.

keep it positive, stay anchored brotha man.

Thank you, im like sedated now and shit. Like I just ate a pop tart, cereal, some candy stuff, like turkey and cheese sandwich twice, I went to go double check I threw the trash and man all that shits gone there ain't even dust particles left. I just got my script and I'm like good but man I don't have to deal with today I can crawl into bed and get all comfy in this fuzzy blanket and watch movies and I don't have to do nothin! Bro the bar I took already hitting and shit like bro fuck today I'm cruising!
I might even crash out again just cuz I can. Hahaha!! Geez what a ride that was.

 

[Sakshi]

Thank you, im like sedated now and shit. Like I just ate a pop tart, cereal, some candy stuff, like turkey and cheese sandwich twice, I went to go double check I threw the trash and man all that shits gone there ain't even dust particles left. I just got my script and I'm like good but man I don't have to deal with today I can crawl into bed and get all comfy in this fuzzy blanket and watch movies and I don't have to do nothin! Bro the bar I took already hitting and shit like bro fuck today I'm cruising!
I might even crash out again just cuz I can. Hahaha!! Geez what a ride that was.

its a bar kinda angle for today for me as well B) im with you there bruddah

 

[MrFuszy]

sounds like you're on the up man.

try not to stress from the environment too much - that shit legitimately is the hardest part during some of the phases.

sounds like you've been doing your thing to be productive when and where you can. good shit.

doesn't have to be big - even one small thing a day....
---> MARK IT AS MOVEMENT, REWARDING, SUCCESS <---

you'd be surprised at how much such little can even further bend those neuroreceptors back into shape.

keep it positive, stay anchored brotha man.

Yee, oh boy little things are like a "Do I have to"!? And I just pick my ass up, I drag ass to the coffee thingy I drink some, and im like man this is like just enough, to do a thing!
Like something, and im like, man im probably not even gonna be very good at it, thank god no ones like riding me to like do this do that, because im just not in the mood to be talked to all crazy. I mean I wanna snap back if they did but I won't because I did this to myself I guess but that thought of like man that shits all gone. Like sob, mentally like flipping little stones like maybe some stashed here, Nope, how about here? Nope. Like how about this random ass spot, Nope!
Awwwee man!
So I just do little things slowly and steady, I gotta make what I have last from this doctor. Like I know there's shit still coming from around the world but that shits gonna get short stopped and that's dead as fuck. I just took a lose but like it's a manageable loss. It sucks but its not like life changing in a bad way, Its more of like a realization and slow down kind of thing, like I know what I can get and do and all that but just because I can doesn't mean I need to. I want too! But it blew up so quick, I don't wanna do that again. Ughhhh, I needa chick to keep my stupid ass in line bro! But that's a whole different thing im not ready for at all! Rawr! Ok well back to doing lame ass shit sluggishly kicking and complaining the whole way through but its all baby shit, like the ugly part is behind me. Just feel sluggish. Omg ok time to move and vacuum yay! Coffee your all i got for a stimulant bro! Man what's the strongest version of coffee I can find bro I want it, can I refine it and like concentrate it?! How strong can I make this shit! Lmao! See how my mind thinks! Man stop it.

 

[MrFuszy]

its a bar kinda angle for today for me as well B) im with you there bruddah

Wild bro, but these little dudes will get us through it. Like they take that edge off. Im just like coming off these codon now. Which like 1-2 a day isn't shit to stress sbout, but I got people to answer too, so I cant have them in my system, so im leaning hard on the bars to drag ass through, no stims to lift myself up, but that's ok. We'll power through this.

 

[Sakshi]

Wild bro, but these little dudes will get us through it. Like they take that edge off. Im just like coming off these codon now. Which like 1-2 a day isn't shit to stress sbout, but I got people to answer too, so I cant have them in my system, so im leaning hard on the bars to drag ass through, no stims to lift myself up, but that's ok. We'll power through this.

surprisingly ive never been a big stim guy - always the opi when i was younger, now 1 m g $ubs 2x a day down from 8 2x a day, doin good there. always big into psy and dis though. stims were always too taxing for me but i went through my first stim daily subscription phase for bout a month and im on the way out too lmao.

using some bars sparingly but the plans to get a sub to the special kat because i've actually shockingly never stumbled across it, did lots of the holy grail of /\/\><3 though (RIP ) and etc. plan on subbing for a short time to do some psychological re-centering and let the next chapter roll from there. luckily lifes giving me a lot of breathing room right now as well

 

[MrFuszy]

surprisingly ive never been a big stim guy - always the opi when i was younger, now 1 m g $ubs 2x a day down from 8 2x a day, doin good there. always big into psy and dis though. stims were always too taxing for me but i went through my first stim daily subscription phase for bout a month and im on the way out too lmao.

using some bars sparingly but the plans to get a sub to the special kat because i've actually shockingly never stumbled across it, did lots of the holy grail of /\/\><3 though (RIP ) and etc. plan on subbing for a short time to do some psychological re-centering and let the next chapter roll from there. luckily lifes giving me a lot of breathing room right now as well

Woot!