okay finishing up today's log, i was a bit hesistant to take a full 200mg today but i will explain ,since i either start low at the beginning of the week (50mg at 4am) and work my way up to 100mg or 150mg thru the week, but today i decided this morning instead of doing 100mg in the morning and the other at noon.
I took the full dose at 4am and laid in bed til 5am, also drank half a mountain dew and than the rest when i fully got out of bed to help with the stomach cramps when i first started to get that weird nasty feeling in my stomach, figured something carbonated would help and than continued my =morning dance before work (SHOWER, BFAST,STARE AT THE FLOOR, CHECK BALANCE TO SEE IF I CAN BUY LUNCH). No upset stomach feeling this week as the prior weeks, although 200mg does give me more anxiety where i over think things and analyze it more than what its worth. To counter act that feeling i started to get anxiety chilled i took 1mg x@n@x at 7am than when I got to work 2 hrs later I was still a bit over the edge or sensitive/antsy and ready to pace/run a marathon so i took my regular 2mg xr x@n@x to calm me for the whole day at work.
this product is great, i recommend cycle it, do not take it on days you do not have to take it, save your tolerance , start low dose, dont be fooled even at .50mg i was able to concentrate ,and do my work, and just be more aware, or on point. I say this because usually at work i complain to myself and rant, and take 3-5mg xanax and take naps at work cause im exhausted from workloads and just want rest , but with even the lowest dose of Modigliani i been real happy at work and feel the need to nap during lunch and return all groggy after ,
the hyper sensitivity does get in the way in the first few hours coming up, thats why I suggust take it early in the morning if you are sensitive to stimulants.
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