New Years resolutions

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Mine are:

get better at powdered ch3m studies....maybe then I’ll feel confident enough to buy myself a proper lab coat 

figure out BTC, ie,get w/ the 21st century....at first I didn’t think too much of the idea of donating to dbg, but it is a great way to practice

taper my v ... I’m on 8.5mg now

do my homework so I don’t get screwed by as many crooked sources as I have this year 

learn a foreign language on this app on my new iPad 

possibly learn calligraphy 

watch the new Japanese emperor’s New Years greeting to his citizens— can you guess which language I’m trying to study?

 
To continue to be of value and not pay attention to those with big egos who want to strut e-power around; especially when individuals try to help. Most people see it as stepping on toes, when truly it is only literally just trying to make their job easier; nevertheless, I have seen they like the hard way so we will just let those individuals learn the hard way. 

Eat a little cleaner and just enjoy life and not worry about the small things or small people. 

Invest my time in only those that deserve my time. 

 
Hmm, I hope there’s no hint in there.  I take stuff too personally.

 
There’s a tone of dismissive passive aggressive judgment where none was warranted because last time I checked, if a non sponsor posts a thread in the misc section, it’s hardly what one could call “stepping on toes”.  I too, shall resolve to not worry about small people and to only invest my time on those who aren’t rude and condescending toward me.  

 
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@bdz pretty sure it's not directed at you.

As for resolutions, I need to add a new one because I always have the same old resolution and that's to start a taper plan and keep my med use in check. It's become a yearly ritual. A useful one, but I would like to find something new and inspirational as well. 

 
Ooh I really like a couple of yours like learn a new language, that's a good one. 

 
I have a couple of resolutions: the first is to start meditating. I’ve always been meaning to try it, like for years, but never do. I wasn’t even going to make any resolutions, since I’ve already quit cigarettes, *and* made some significant decreases in my methadone dose over the last 2-3 months. Any more quitting stuff right now would be too much. 
 

The other resolution is to try to get health insurance and get to a psychiatrist, and if I’m lucky get some kind of useful medical help and support for my HPPD. 

 
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