Think this mag has become one of my fave reads. The printsrs are very skilled
It's currently my favorite disso. However, I have high hopes for MXPCP (supposedly a bit more chill with less mania) as tbh O-PCE is a bit "hardcore" for me. At the doses I like (10-15mg), I get
manic as fuck, and it's one of the few chemicals that truly strips away my ability to resist the urge to redose. For reference: my drug of choice when I was younger were indazole cannabinoids - their redose compulsion is probably second only to your hard drugs like crack. Aside from a few fun sessions here and there, I never once drove myself into paranoia or psychosis with even the most potent noids (AMB-FUBINACA, ADBICA, 5F-ADB, and shit).
Last weekend, for example, became one long O-PCE binge (I did sleep a bit), and I definitely felt as though I was still "altered" on Monday morning when I went to work. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love the stuff, but I ended up stashing it in a place that requires significant effort to get to; so, hopefully I can stay away from it for a few weeks, collect my thoughts, and maybe come up with some new personal rules and procedures to prevent such binges from recurring in the future.
Also, if I go over 20mg or so, I start to have speech issues (almost like a stutter but more stupid sounding); this happens with 3-HO-PCP as well, but to a lesser extent it seems. This also seems to pop up after I've been redosing the drug over a long period of time, even if no one bump is particularly strong. This side effect concerns me more than things like ketamine bladder damage, and unfortunately stimulants (amphetamines, methylphenidate, modafinil) all seem to make it go away completely. However, stims with dissos (especially O-PCE) seems to be a fast track to psychosis. So, you're really replacing one problem with another: talk slow and stumble over your words, or talk fast about crazy shit. The worst part about this is that the speech impediments persist for days after cessation of the drugs.
I wish I could find a supplement or another drug that I can combine with these strong dissos that would allow me to maintain a bit more mental composure when indulging with them (but not something to dull the experience like benzos) - I *love* the disso headspace and body load, and it doesn't take away my ability to
think, but it can make me speak like a disabled person (or worse, a drunk). Anybody experienced this?
I think an acceptable alternative (at least temporarily) will be to mix good ol' ket with some O-PCP, as they seem to have roughly the same duration. I like R-ketamine, but it definitely is not very "in your face"; more of just a chill time with some neat thoughtspace and a fire-as-fuck body load (not as good as O-PCE though). I read O-PCP can be a bit lackluster, but I really think the ket would round out the experience.
And of course, if all of those combos turn out to be underwhelming, I'll just go dig out my 3-HO-PCP and add a little tiny bit to my other mixtures to personal preference.
Also, don't get me wrong, the manic state feels fucking
fantastic but it's just really easy to reveal TMI to the people you're having conversations with.