Please help me I am desperate and alone

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After being scammed on multiple benzo orders with fake pills and nowhere to turn for my crippling anxiety disorder that my doctor didnt help much with on meds he prescribed. In desperation I was stupid and ordered ritalin for the calming effect. Vendor sent me the brand name, not fakes. NOW, the calming effect is gone for days and all I have is agonizing side effects, severe panic. past 3 nights no sleep and now am terrified somethin. horrible, dont know what, but IM TERRIFIED ITS GOING TO HAPPEN TONIGHT. PLEASE HELP ME

 
don't take any more Rit@lin whatever you do.  You do know it is spEEd, right?  That's the last thing you need for anxiety.  What helps me is a hot bath and soothing music, cup of tea... you can get through this.

 
Thanks for the advice. Have not taken any ritalin since last night.  Very tired no energy just trying to rest and relax.

 
Hey did you sleep?  I have gone once six days with no sleep...slept one night and went for five more days without sleep.  Eventually, you will sleep of you are not already.  Please let us know how you are!

 
Yes, agree   Ritalin   has  the opposite affect that you wanted.  Since this was 2 weeks ago,,, I assume everything is ok  now

 
Thanks for checling in on me and the good advice.  Getting back to normal sleep never taking ritalin again,  

 
if your looking for calming go to kratom...check it out...there are some stuff there that can help you with energy and with calming /default_smile.png

 
that, valerian root, l-theanine, ashwaghanda.

all legal and help till you can get some benzos, also decaf tea will help at night.

 
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  2. ontovzik @ ontovzik: When I had long term shingles, lasting two months. All he could give me was a 10 day supply of dilaudid. He looked at the ground while we were talking about it. I could tell he was ashamed but it was the legislature and the governor that tied his hands. He was very upset that non-medical political people, the media, and the scared public were controlling how he treated his patients. Someday those people will need meds and a hospital bed and they will be gone.
  3. ontovzik @ ontovzik: I had a great doctor, he had the true gift of a healer and he stayed on top of all the science. He straight up told me that for many people opiods work for managing short and long term pain.
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  5. WTF7218 @ WTF7218: @xenxra 😆😂. Yes, but only a few brave souls will ever find the number. You must first order a Dirty Shirley from the bartender. Then you must discreetly take the cocktail napkin from under your drink and unfold it. There you will find the map to the location of the phone number, and clues to decipher the code that it is written in.
  6. xenxra @ xenxra: he left his phone number scribbled in a stall at the pub three blocks down
  7. N @ NYStateofMind: @Alkazar I would try one of those easy online ones .. reddit gives useful info about that
  8. Alkazar @ Alkazar: @NYStateofMind I dont really have a history of abusing things, my docotr is just really stingy. I am thinking of switching.
  9. C @ Cheesus: Thanks xenxra
  10. xenxra @ xenxra: @Cheesus yeah, use snote
  11. P @ psychedpsych: Trump is cracking down….
  12. P @ psychedpsych: Hackers are the scum of the earth
  13. N @ NYStateofMind: so it was easy bc of my history
  14. N @ NYStateofMind: I didnt really tell him but he knew I needed a new script since my dr went to jail
  15. N @ NYStateofMind: @xenxra I was on Adderall since 15 years ago so my dr prescribed that w no problems and then when I lost my best friend my doctor rxed the valiums but
  16. C @ Cheesus: Temp.pm down for anyone else?
  17. xenxra @ xenxra: @NYStateofMind my doctor's have always been pretty open minded if i can actually come in and explain the pharmacological action of the drugs im seeking instead of just telling them why i think i should be prescribed. the only time it didn't work out for me is when i was trying pharmaceuticals for depression ten years ago and suggested they let me try testosterone instead (turns out i was hypogonadal so they made a mistake denying my request at face value)
  18. T @ Testisthebest: Even down here in Florida when the pill mill docs all switched over to Suboxone and/or retired you can still find some pretty liberal docs but you gotta know what to look for. Mine does "pain management, detox, anxiety,etc. And no insurance. My doc writes me 60 5mg Valium, 14 2mg Xanax and asked if I had ever tried adderal to get more focus at work as I told him I run my own business.
  19. N @ NYStateofMind: @Alkazar do they know your history? Like I dont tell my doctor anything about myself except what they need to know,...I was able to get my dr to rx the highest dose of adderall along with valiums ..... if they dont know your history or there is no history I would just come out and ask what is the reason for their mistreatment.... they have no problem billing your insurance or taking a payment for the visit
  20. T @ Turbo259: @Layne_Cobain Thank you fam
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