The Most Benzos Anyone Took At Once

[Solid Snoop]

After experimenting with benzos the past 2-3 weeks (memory is fucked of course) I've decided I dislike them very much. I have anxiety issues and 22mg of Xannies  did nothing but make me slur my words and stumble about.

Before anyone says they must be bunk they are ksalols that everybody harps on about.

I can see the potential if you want to get wasted but as a medicine they are horrible. Not surprised they are not prescribed in the UK.

Diaz has its use for me when I realised what it should do and stopped the silly doses. Does help with anxiety but causes me a slight depression, wanting to feel sorry for myself.

 

[Solid Snoop]

I just fucked up again due to some emotional issues and took 12mg of alp zzz with 15mg Diaz before bed. 

Promised myself I wouldn't and broke it.

I give advice on this forum but think I'll stop for a while. I'll help people with vendor advice but with addiction etc. I'm just a hypocrite.

Taking a break from all threads bar vendor ones where my growing knowledge can hopefully help.

Life, addiction advice etc will be off the table until I sort myself out. I always find it therapeutic to help people with these issues and know various ways to stop/limit drug use but for some reason I can't do it myself right now.

Got me some issues I need to sort first!

Thanks to anyone who reads this.

 

[PTFC]

Here for ya solid. 

 

[trinity]

Probably about 30mg IV midazolam.
You blank after 5mg.

Very addictive benzo in particular IV route.

 

[Kurt Codean]

I used to be a little off the handle with bezoes. I recall one time taking at least 30 or 40 1mg zannies, and another time i went through a 90 blister pack of r1v0tr1ls in one or two days. This usually resulted in blackouts and some memory loss. But no serious medical issues. Not proud of that either, it was really stupid, irresponsible and reckless to do that. it made my tolerance for benzoes seem to have permanently raised. It's been a few years since I did that stuff so now if I take a large enough dose of a benzzo I will get drowsy, but taking 1 or 2 mgs doesn't seem to have any effect on me  I think it is very hard to die from od'ing on benzoes alone. I think they could be lethal though if you combine them with other dr-ugs or alcohol. 

 

[blissopifree 2]

Yes codean212 alcohol or opiates can be very dangerous when used together with BNZs. 

Especially If alcohol then BNZs fished off with opiates,now that can finish you off littlery!!!.

Carefully guys go easy....

Bliss...

 

[blissopifree 2]

I just fucked up again due to some emotional issues and took 12mg of alp zzz with 15mg Diaz before bed. 

Promised myself I wouldn't and broke it.

I give advice on this forum but think I'll stop for a while. I'll help people with vendor advice but with addiction etc. I'm just a hypocrite.

Taking a break from all threads bar vendor ones where my growing knowledge can hopefully help.

Life, addiction advice etc will be off the table until I sort myself out. I always find it therapeutic to help people with these issues and know various ways to stop/limit drug use but for some reason I can't do it myself right now.

Got me some issues I need to sort first!

Thanks to anyone who reads this.

Im  in  the same boat as yourself solid,it's easy to give advice and try and help others through using my own  life experience.I find it therapeutic and if i can help or at least prevent  somone from going overboard  or even dabbling with certain"drugs" i will.

I just wish i,d take my own advice a bit more,one day at a time as they say is the best advice  i give myself.Also try and not be so hard on myself as I find self loathing only makes me use more!.

Peace

Bliss.....

 

[Solid Snoop]

I just fucked up again due to some emotional issues and took 12mg of alp zzz with 15mg Diaz before bed. 

Promised myself I wouldn't and broke it.

I give advice on this forum but think I'll stop for a while. I'll help people with vendor advice but with addiction etc. I'm just a hypocrite.

Taking a break from all threads bar vendor ones where my growing knowledge can hopefully help.

Life, addiction advice etc will be off the table until I sort myself out. I always find it therapeutic to help people with these issues and know various ways to stop/limit drug use but for some reason I can't do it myself right now.

Got me some issues I need to sort first!

Thanks to anyone who reads this.

Im  in  the same boat as yourself solid,it's easy to give advice and try and help others through using my own  life experience.I find it therapeutic and if i can help or at least prevent  somone from going overboard  or even dabbling with certain"drugs" i will.

I just wish i,d take my own advice a bit more,one day at a time as they say is the best advice  i give myself.Also try and not be so hard on myself as I find self loathing only makes me use more!.

Peace

Bliss.....

Agreed

 

[aintnouse]

I have issues with other things and definitely agree with everything that was prior to my post.   I can't handle benzos for some reason.   They tend to knock me on my ass! If I take 2mgs of Diaz, I tend to fall asleep and feel hungover the next day.   Certain other things I can go to town with but benzos and I don't get along.    

Don't beat yourself up.  Its counterproductive and will not make you feel any better!

 

[Kurt Codean]

I just fucked up again due to some emotional issues and took 12mg of alp zzz with 15mg Diaz before bed. 

Promised myself I wouldn't and broke it.

I give advice on this forum but think I'll stop for a while. I'll help people with vendor advice but with addiction etc. I'm just a hypocrite.

Taking a break from all threads bar vendor ones where my growing knowledge can hopefully help.

Life, addiction advice etc will be off the table until I sort myself out. I always find it therapeutic to help people with these issues and know various ways to stop/limit drug use but for some reason I can't do it myself right now.

Got me some issues I need to sort first!

Thanks to anyone who reads this.

Im  in  the same boat as yourself solid,it's easy to give advice and try and help others through using my own  life experience.I find it therapeutic and if i can help or at least prevent  somone from going overboard  or even dabbling with certain"drugs" i will.

I just wish i,d take my own advice a bit more,one day at a time as they say is the best advice  i give myself.Also try and not be so hard on myself as I find self loathing only makes me use more!.

Peace

Bliss.....

Agreed

Ditto that

 

[blissopifree 2]

Wow! 100% agreed! Can definitely talk the walk but can't walk the talk. Just when I was feeling I was the only one (self loathing) or have "different circumstances" (again, self loathing). It's humbling to know I'm not alone and "my circumstances" are just selfish thinking and/or another excuse to use. I am not special nor alone. Definitely needed a reality check at this time. Thank you. 

I just fucked up again due to some emotional issues and took 12mg of alp zzz with 15mg Diaz before bed. 

Promised myself I wouldn't and broke it.

I give advice on this forum but think I'll stop for a while. I'll help people with vendor advice but with addiction etc. I'm just a hypocrite.

Taking a break from all threads bar vendor ones where my growing knowledge can hopefully help.

Life, addiction advice etc will be off the table until I sort myself out. I always find it therapeutic to help people with these issues and know various ways to stop/limit drug use but for some reason I can't do it myself right now.

Got me some issues I need to sort first!

Thanks to anyone who reads this.

Im  in  the same boat as yourself solid,it's easy to give advice and try and help others through using my own  life experience.I find it therapeutic and if i can help or at least prevent  somone from going overboard  or even dabbling with certain"drugs" i will.

I just wish i,d take my own advice a bit more,one day at a time as they say is the best advice  i give myself.Also try and not be so hard on myself as I find self loathing only makes me use more!.

Peace

Bliss.....

Dunno why all the above posts have appeared but my post is for you chaser3113 I get it and feel exactly the same you hate yourself as we're just plain selfish . It's our choice to use and we use any excuse to use ,you actually confince your self to use to make any little problem go away!.stupid I know I would feel so guilty if my nice and nephew find out but everyone else knows I've had a problem lasting over 20yrs but my nephew is now getting older 13yrs.They both are the apple of my eye and I'd hate for them to think bad of me.I have been clean for a couple of years at a time.The last time it was two yrs clean as I thought I'd found my true love.She had two daughters one 14 and one 17,the youngest I really liked and she liked me bur the older one was more standoffish.

After the first few  months I realised some thing wasnt right I found big bottles of white lightening stashed away and I smelt drink on her breath.I asked her about this and at first she blamed the eldest daughter then she told me the truth she was  bi-polar and would never be able to work after me going round so many work places that she had asked me to.In the end I had to leave her after 2 yrs as I couldn't cope bringing up a family on my small wage.

That and the stress of living with someone with bi-polar meant I  started to dabble again so I had to leave even though I loved that woman with all my heart I knew I had to leave for both our sakes!!!

Bliss. ....

 

[aintnouse]

Just to give an example of what I discussed above....I took a clon@zoP@m last night and I am still in a fog today!   I have tried a couple of my usual wakey-helpers but none can cut through the fog.....It's really interesting how different things work on different people.  I am 6'2" tall and weigh 178....you would think I could tolerate them...I guess its my wiring in my feeble little brain.  Oh well....I guess thats why I prefer what I prefer!   I am really grateful for people posting and sharing....nice to know you aren't alone and a lot of us experience the same things.  Thanks to all who posted before me.

 

[jimbojones]

I like the fog, to me its an afterglow.   But as far as the most benzos ever taken... Back in the old days of the internet I had 3 different prescriptions for 2mg bars, 2mg ativan, and 10mg valium 90 each per month.  When that wasn't enough I started sourcing straight alprazolam powder and just dosing it like an idiot.  Spent a few months blacked out and shooting up,it was not good.  Took over 6 weeks of a medically supervised inpatient benzo taper to come off that one and I still got the DTs when I refused to take my  daily .5 mg clonazepam toward the end.    Benzo detox was so bad I didn't even notice coming off IV heroin cold turkey.

I still like to take a couple clonazpam or valium and relax, but still have a difficult time controlling my urge to down the whole bottle or just get blottoed and act like a goof.