@Blue Machine Dream i dont work for the site, but its worth it to donate.
I would absolutely love to find a domestic source of even odsmt, let alone anything stronger.
@ozheyikomoz I too am in a shitty 14/7 pain situation. I attack it aggressively haha , but for real, without details, i can tell you that if you're going to be screwed and you know it...
[idk if .5mg +/- suboxone/subutex/buprenorphine] would be too much for you, though it doesnt hit the good mu op receptors that normal opiates do.]
SO , next, kratom. I could write a book here, but if its just for a short time or so, find a good vendor, [I had better but carolina kratom wasnt the WORST] but if you get good kratom and can stomach it, you might not want to go back haha.
immodium helps too.
Whip cream chargers from amazon or ebay. Nitr0us, dental gas. incredibly easy to get. use it with a balloon. incredible relief but about 3 minutes long. incredibly safe.
Then, cannabis, any and all kinds. In terms of cbd, the dudes ive been going to for years are fantastic. restorative botanical's pure 6 tincture. their joint relief creams WORK. on some real pain.
I wish you the best I myself am in that situation. some things didnt arrive correctly, then i thought my doc apt was this morning...but its Sunday today.
Good luck
Much<3