Weirdest Thing You've Done on Benzos?

ElectroNymph

ElectroNymph

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I''ve been in one of my posting mindsets. As long as people laugh, it's a good medicine - apparently.

In 2007 I used to take huge amounts of tablets and was found half naked wondering around the courtyard of my flats. I ended up, legs apart, no underwear, on my neighbour's sofa. I just thought everything was fine. Oh dear...?

 
I think it was about 13 years ago, that 3 years after I had moved to the States. I still had my phonebook for all my friends and ex-girlfirends. Back my Grandma was my IOP,

we would meet on IRC and discussed the details. So I'd sent her 30 bucks on WU and she'd send me 100 brutal strong Hungarian Frontin Xanax. She'd get about 20 recipes from my old family doctor, and she brought him wine and palinka for his services, and since there was no computer tracking system of drugs like that, and the corruption was sky high, prescriptions for Rivotril, Seduxen but mainly Xanax all over. So on that day my Xannie arrived in a RR mail, of course I didn't say anything about the dose, since back then I was on only 0.25mg footballs (Hungarian Frontin alps) and the (Pills), but I looked at the bottle and saw the 1mg - I smiled - "Don't mind if I do" and I popped in two. 

30 minutes later, totally stoned on my bed, I started to call every ex-girfrends back to 5 years , and I ended up like this on the phone, and when my mother saw the phone bill... That's a story for another day..

ps: I've never called any Hungarian acquaintances  since then.

 
ElectroNymph said:
I''ve been in one of my posting mindsets. As long as people laugh, it's a good medicine - apparently.

In 2007 I used to take huge amounts of tablets and was found half naked wondering around the courtyard of my flats. I ended up, legs apart, no underwear, on my neighbour's sofa. I just thought everything was fine. Oh dear...?
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Blacked out for 2-3 days and lost a car.

 
Too many times.  Don't remember that time period in my life.  I've seen it go south really bad.  I have two of my sons friends in jail, one for involuntary manslaughter, one for aggravated robbery (held up a convenience store, for reasons still unknown-he had money).  X_a_n_a_x is an evil word to me.

 
God I’m embarrassed but here we go. I was in a rather dark place at the time. I was 32-years-old and in a shitty relationship with an alcoholic.

I can’t remember how much Valium I ate, but I did wash it down with two bottles of wine. I cut lines into my cheeks, neck and stomach with a serrated knife. Actual dripping blood. I then put my cowboy boots on and walked to the neighbors house naked with the exception of the boots. Apparently they took me in and patted me down with burning sage to shake the demons off me and sent me on my way. I woke up at a friends house in another town the next morning oblivious to what had happened. Not a proud moment. I still have light scares from that. I’m much better off now. I’m going to read the other posts to see if anyone is an nuts as I am—was. Am? Lol

 
leelawadee said:
God I’m embarrassed but here we go. I was in a rather dark place at the time. I was 32-years-old and in a shitty relationship with an alcoholic.

I can’t remember how much Valium I ate, but I did wash it down with two bottles of wine. I cut lines into my cheeks, neck and stomach with a serrated knife. Actual dripping blood. I then put my cowboy boots on and walked to the neighbors house naked with the exception of the boots. Apparently they took me in and patted me down with burning sage to shake the demons off me and sent me on my way. I woke up at a friends house in another town the next morning oblivious to what had happened. Not a proud moment. I still have light scares from that. I’m much better off now. I’m going to read the other posts to see if anyone is an nuts as I am—was. Am? Lol
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Trust me, you’re in good company here. 

 
I threw my laptop at the wall and broke it to pieces. I stood up on my bed and pissed on it. I quit both my jobs, and I went through a stage where I drooled like.. all the time. Also a DWI. I really enjoy benzos but I try to avoid them. I just ordered some though.. hopefully I’m not here updating my weirdest moment in the near future. 

 
I very rarely black out on benzos, but this one time. This is trivial compared to most of these! I'd had a lot of temaz and loraz and whiskey and decided to go to the shop for more booze. But I blacked out and walked in circles around the shop and the shopkeepers were sort of corrupt so they didn't throw me out when the shop closed. They just locked the shutters while I kept walking in circles. Eventually I fell asleep in the crisps corner not knowing where the hell I was and when I woke up the shop had just opened again and they'd stolen the £20 I'd put on the counter to pay for something. I staggered out.

 
Flipped my car over 3 times going 90 down the highway back in my early 20s off cl0naz0l@m priciest mistake of my life. lesson learned lol

 
Wow, I use a TON of benzos but I must be the world's most boring X@n user because other than chatting people up online then forgetting the whole conversation, I've also applied for a bunch of jobs I'm not qualified for, did all my laundry, cleaned out my fridge, and scrubbed my bathtub while blacked out. I'd say the job thing is the weirdest, I apparently thought it would be a good idea to try and become a university professor and was confused as shit when they actually called me (it was to tell me I wasn't qualified. Yeah no kidding)

 
I woke up on the couch in the middle of the night and on the way to bed, I pissed in the VCR. 

 
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