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WELCOME wojciechbrzozowski

WE ARE MORE THAN HAPPY TO HAVE ANOTHER MEMBER TO THE FORUM....

R YOU A DB ORPHEN LIKE 90% OF US EITHER WAY IT DOES NOT MATTER WE R JUST GLAD TO HAVE YOU. I LOOK FOWARD TO READING MORE OF YOUR POSTS.

WELCOME AGAIN AND THANKS FOR THE INTRODUCTION.... /default_smile.png :)

 
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I can't keep a relationship because I'm such in introvert, communication ceases to exist.  When I try to talk, I literappy seize up and just don't know what to say.  Maybe I'm a sociopath.  I care about my family but I do not talk to anyone.  No friends, not neighbors, even church is a struggle.  I though I'd grow out of it in college, my twenties, but no it's still the same and I struggle with it daily.  I simply find it very difficult to have a conversation with anyone.  When I'm one on one with someone my mind just.......races with random thoughts, some I can't mention.   The only time I'm social is when I'm drunk (I don't drink anymore) or I'm high. 

I've been to countless psychiatrists, psychologists, teams of them, interns, etc. etc.  I also suffer from low self-esteem and I don't think I deserve anything from the things I have done (im talking about alcoholic episodes and drugs, not anything violent haha).

Phew.  That felt good.

Rotax

 
rotax you would be surprised at just how many of us feel exactly as you do...

 
Rotax300 said:
I can't keep a relationship because I'm such in introvert, communication ceases to exist.  When I try to talk, I literappy seize up and just don't know what to say.  Maybe I'm a sociopath.  I care about my family but I do not talk to anyone.  No friends, not neighbors, even church is a struggle.  I though I'd grow out of it in college, my twenties, but no it's still the same and I struggle with it daily.  I simply find it very difficult to have a conversation with anyone.  When I'm one on one with someone my mind just.......races with random thoughts, some I can't mention.   The only time I'm social is when I'm drunk (I don't drink anymore) or I'm high. 

I've been to countless psychiatrists, psychologists, teams of them, interns, etc. etc.  I also suffer from low self-esteem and I don't think I deserve anything from the things I have done (im talking about alcoholic episodes and drugs, not anything violent haha).

Phew.  That felt good.

Rotax

Rotax, At least you are trying. You probably just have to meet someone that's also the same way. Keep your head up when you least expect it  you will find that person. 
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Rotax300 said:
I can't keep a relationship because I'm such in introvert, communication ceases to exist.  When I try to talk, I literappy seize up and just don't know what to say.  Maybe I'm a sociopath.  I care about my family but I do not talk to anyone.  No friends, not neighbors, even church is a struggle.  I though I'd grow out of it in college, my twenties, but no it's still the same and I struggle with it daily.  I simply find it very difficult to have a conversation with anyone.  When I'm one on one with someone my mind just.......races with random thoughts, some I can't mention.   The only time I'm social is when I'm drunk (I don't drink anymore) or I'm high. 

I've been to countless psychiatrists, psychologists, teams of them, interns, etc. etc.  I also suffer from low self-esteem and I don't think I deserve anything from the things I have done (im talking about alcoholic episodes and drugs, not anything violent haha).

Phew.  That felt good.

Rotax

Rotax, At least you are trying. You probably just have to meet someone that's also the same way. Keep your head up when you least expect it  you will find that person. 
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Rotax300 said:
I can't keep a relationship because I'm such in introvert, communication ceases to exist.  When I try to talk, I literappy seize up and just don't know what to say.  Maybe I'm a sociopath.  I care about my family but I do not talk to anyone.  No friends, not neighbors, even church is a struggle.  I though I'd grow out of it in college, my twenties, but no it's still the same and I struggle with it daily.  I simply find it very difficult to have a conversation with anyone.  When I'm one on one with someone my mind just.......races with random thoughts, some I can't mention.   The only time I'm social is when I'm drunk (I don't drink anymore) or I'm high. 

I've been to countless psychiatrists, psychologists, teams of them, interns, etc. etc.  I also suffer from low self-esteem and I don't think I deserve anything from the things I have done (im talking about alcoholic episodes and drugs, not anything violent haha).

Phew.  That felt good.

Rotax

Rotax, At least you are trying. You probably just have to meet someone that's also the same way. Keep your head up when you least expect it  you will find that person. 
Click to expand...
 
Rotax300 said:
I can't keep a relationship because I'm such in introvert, communication ceases to exist.  When I try to talk, I literappy seize up and just don't know what to say.  Maybe I'm a sociopath.  I care about my family but I do not talk to anyone.  No friends, not neighbors, even church is a struggle.  I though I'd grow out of it in college, my twenties, but no it's still the same and I struggle with it daily.  I simply find it very difficult to have a conversation with anyone.  When I'm one on one with someone my mind just.......races with random thoughts, some I can't mention.   The only time I'm social is when I'm drunk (I don't drink anymore) or I'm high. 

I've been to countless psychiatrists, psychologists, teams of them, interns, etc. etc.  I also suffer from low self-esteem and I don't think I deserve anything from the things I have done (im talking about alcoholic episodes and drugs, not anything violent haha).

Phew.  That felt good.

Rotax

Rotax, At least you are trying. You probably just have to meet someone that's also the same way. Keep your head up when you least expect it  you will find that person. 
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