Every so often, I have a strong desire to escape. It’s uncontrollable. The hankering ebbs and flows and stops abruptly, which I cannot explain or understand. Although I do have osteoarthritis in my hip due to double hip surgeries and now scar tissue makes it hurt, I indulge for pleasure, not pain.
I used to be a binge drinker which resulted in a one month stint in rehab. Admittedly, the drinking was way out of control and rock bottom was eye opening. My DOC changes based on what I crave and what I can afford. Usually opi’s and mj.
I wasn’t scammed before I stumbled on DBG, thank goodness. I researched the shit out of sites. I can’t even recall how I found this beautiful place. I’m grateful.