hopefully somthin will happen...idk lol..........the story so much more messed on her part but its not worth telling the rest...........its literally some like a Jerry Springer story but im tryin to block out the madness of it.........and im a clean cut guy........whos popular and knows everybody in my area....not to toot my own horn.....lol but its totally nuts
freesmok, I am really sorry you are going through this, loving someone who is suffering is probably one of the hardest things people experience. I just wanted to let you know that for women Vet's with PTSD the VA is often not the best place to go for help. A private therapist with a lot of experience working with abused and battered women can be a better choice. I don't want to go into a lot of detail here, but I come from a military family, and I have spend time working with Vet's at Fort Lewis/McCord.
thank you I appreciate it but shes gone.......I cant find her and at this point just tryin to move on ya know???..........I cant make sombody wanna be with me no matter how much I care or how little scense it makes, Im just trying to move on with my life.........I wish her the best life can give but its time for me to have some normalcy in my life.....thank you tho......everybody on this site has been really great
I second that emotion. IDK how long it took for me to get over having a gun put to my head during what I thought was a carjacking, then when they wanted to put me in the trunk thought "Better to die here and people know it than end up a charred mess, or not even found, later". So I made my escape to the neighborhood next street over. Still alive, despeite the younger one saying "shoot him!". I looked back and the gunman was looking at the gun, I don't know if they couldn't figure out the safety or forgot to pull the slide to load the chamber, but either way I didn't get kidnapped or shot.
Wow man, I can completely relate. I had a similar thing happen to me about 7 years ago. My roommate and I were robbed at gun point. My adrenaline kicked in and I tried some self defense on our behalf that should have got me shot. Instead I just got pistol whipped. Well, more like punched in the face with the barrel of a pistol, but still hurt like f#&k. And the whole experience was traumatizing to say the least. Probably the single most scary thing I've ever experienced. We moved out the next day with a month left on the lease.
Indeed not, well said. I'm just thankful that whoever they were, they didn't cross that thin line between thug and murderer. Jewenberg's wouldn't be without the Berg!
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xenxra:
@WTF7218 it may as well be that way with how little effort some of the people on here make to find information that's exactly where you would expect it to be.
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ontovzik:
When I had long term shingles, lasting two months. All he could give me was a 10 day supply of dilaudid. He looked at the ground while we were talking about it. I could tell he was ashamed but it was the legislature and the governor that tied his hands. He was very upset that non-medical political people, the media, and the scared public were controlling how he treated his patients. Someday those people will need meds and a hospital bed and they will be gone.
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ontovzik:
I had a great doctor, he had the true gift of a healer and he stayed on top of all the science. He straight up told me that for many people opiods work for managing short and long term pain.
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ontovzik:
He peed it in the snow in my backyard.
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WTF7218:
@xenxra 😆😂. Yes, but only a few brave souls will ever find the number. You must first order a Dirty Shirley from the bartender. Then you must discreetly take the cocktail napkin from under your drink and unfold it. There you will find the map to the location of the phone number, and clues to decipher the code that it is written in.
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he left his phone number scribbled in a stall at the pub three blocks down
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@NYStateofMind I dont really have a history of abusing things, my docotr is just really stingy. I am thinking of switching.
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xenxra:
@Cheesus yeah, use snote
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xenxra:
@NYStateofMind my doctor's have always been pretty open minded if i can actually come in and explain the pharmacological action of the drugs im seeking instead of just telling them why i think i should be prescribed. the only time it didn't work out for me is when i was trying pharmaceuticals for depression ten years ago and suggested they let me try testosterone instead (turns out i was hypogonadal so they made a mistake denying my request at face value)
