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WELL done @cobd you are an inspiration to many!,and your doing great as atleast you know if you do have a slip not to "slip" more than 3 consecutive days?.
When I first got clean years back I would find myself in tears at silly adverts on TV! !.As you well know all the emotions that opiates cover up come flooding back not to mention the guilt!.
My main problem was trying to find something to keep me occupied,as you spend so much time "scoring" or using it basically takes up ALL your spare time and then some.Then bang time is an enemy as you have so much free time and that's when the demons of opiates rear they're heads.I'm unfortunately back on m/done but have managed to get down to 25mls,I have been offered to go back on sub/one but the last time i was on them for over 2yrs!.When I tried to jump off at 2mg my head was up my ass and I HAD to go back on m/done as my job amongst other things were suffering badly.This time I will continue the done reduction and hope not to mess this one up (I pray).Good luck to anyone fighting the opiate battle at the moment as it's FAR from easy and im sending anyone who is the BEST of wishes???
Peace
Bliss (Ahh to be opiate free).....
When I first got clean years back I would find myself in tears at silly adverts on TV! !.As you well know all the emotions that opiates cover up come flooding back not to mention the guilt!.
My main problem was trying to find something to keep me occupied,as you spend so much time "scoring" or using it basically takes up ALL your spare time and then some.Then bang time is an enemy as you have so much free time and that's when the demons of opiates rear they're heads.I'm unfortunately back on m/done but have managed to get down to 25mls,I have been offered to go back on sub/one but the last time i was on them for over 2yrs!.When I tried to jump off at 2mg my head was up my ass and I HAD to go back on m/done as my job amongst other things were suffering badly.This time I will continue the done reduction and hope not to mess this one up (I pray).Good luck to anyone fighting the opiate battle at the moment as it's FAR from easy and im sending anyone who is the BEST of wishes???
Peace
Bliss (Ahh to be opiate free).....
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