Yea I see. And feel you man...i saw your doubt in delta but had to watch our tone in there... or else YOUR BACK OF THE LINE lmfao...
Also, I saw 0wsley recipe which piqued my interest, but was kind of thrown off... that's a long ways back.
I grabbed the smallest amount a couple subscriptions in. My reading gathered that they were all complete garbage. His "Fluff" too..which i have definitely had some excellent years ago

weak bland read and was asleep 2 hours after start. Those experiences made me start questioning him. Then his blatant ego tirades... Sad to watch. Addiction has its grip quite hard on his sad narcissistic self...
Glad you stuck to you guns and happy to make your acquaintance my friend... Hope you have a great rest of the day.
Boredom always can lead to good and new ideas.... Never a bad thing! Wishing you well and safe travels friend!