@Chunkymonkey86 We are two peas in a pod. You just described my life perfectly. Also, you are right. Starting on barrz when you do not NEED them is a life sentence.Most people are fascinated by bars because of this new young drug using rap culture that has popularized Xanax as the "cool thing to do" and its really not cool. I take xanax for anxiety not to get high and I wish I did not have to take meds just to feel normal. Its also sad because you have teenagers now listening to the music and becoming addicted to drugs sometimes more than xanax and then they are stuck with addiction problems the rest of their life. On the other hand, my main med I take is Clonazepam. It helps my anxiety, doesn't make me tired, and does provide a little euphoria. Anyways just thought I'd share my 2 cents.