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Well here's day II for me on my journey to rid myself of Tramadol. I can definately feel it today and have much less energy and pep. I don't feel like doing anything, and even watching movies I use to love can't hold my attention. I've got the 3 pills of tramadol spaced out every six hours now, the diazapam with the first and last dose of the day so I can sleep. No Ro***s any more. Man, am I waiting till I can take that next pill, the second of the day. I hope it relieves this restlessness that I am feeling. The sweats have started, I drink a cup of tea and I start sweating like I'm in a Mississippi swamp.
The good is that I feel like my eyesight is clearer but that could be my imagination. It's going to be hard going to work tomorrow without the drug in me and my joints are starting to ache a little. Adjusting 230lbs dudes is not going to be fun with aching shoulders and wrists. Besides I'm not feeling talkative at all and I think that conversation will be strained and forced which is bad because people can feel it. You can't fake cheerfulness. I have all the pills in a drawer in my house and I looked at them today. I thought if I only took this many then I'd be done feeling like this but instead I laughed at them, I am in charge! You scumbag pills don't have control over me, I can touch you, and count you, and I will not break down and take any!
Ha, it is only day II
~Younghypnotiq
The good is that I feel like my eyesight is clearer but that could be my imagination. It's going to be hard going to work tomorrow without the drug in me and my joints are starting to ache a little. Adjusting 230lbs dudes is not going to be fun with aching shoulders and wrists. Besides I'm not feeling talkative at all and I think that conversation will be strained and forced which is bad because people can feel it. You can't fake cheerfulness. I have all the pills in a drawer in my house and I looked at them today. I thought if I only took this many then I'd be done feeling like this but instead I laughed at them, I am in charge! You scumbag pills don't have control over me, I can touch you, and count you, and I will not break down and take any!
Ha, it is only day II
~Younghypnotiq