The first time I ever read the packaging for these and it said how to take up to 3 at the same time I couldn't imagine having to take that many. That someone would prescribe that much is amazing.
I was started on 4mg-2days, 6-2 days then 8 of Subut3x, so no nal@x0ne.. but was comin off 25 or 30mg of 'Done.. I couldn't take it after 3 days and went and got my "dose" from a clinic, then 3 days after that.. I was fine? I never had intense w/drawls changing they weren't fun hell everytime I've switched to reset it actually takes a month for my body to adjust, but I felt like I was trippin, and couldn't sleep.. then she put me on 10mg of the 'xone 2's, she was actually one of the good ones, cuz 24 is ridiculous. IDK if it was that or the 'Done that retrained my brain but I'm very thankful it did, and my docs all saw it did which gave them trust enough to write for me after my surgeries failed to bring any relief. And thankfully I never disappointed them! Clinic basically kicked me out when my dr told em I was there for pain, luckily I had a completely clean record there.
I got fooled. It definitely has it's place, and now more is known you'd think it'd be more regulated(I remember clinics said it'd NEVER be given there, that lasted a whole 3 months smh) It pisses me off still I fell for it after I learned w/ the trams that they'll tell you ANYTHING to get that dolla.. Now, compared to 8yrs ago, they push that stuff more than anything. One reason too. It's class. It's NOT for people in pain yet, that's how it's being used now. I vented at my pain doc y.day about it, he was straight up "you're right, it's WORSE than 'Done. H, any of em, especially when given to people who have so many other choices, it's potency is higher than H, yet it's given to people dependent on 30-40mgs of hIdro a day, the medical field is a mess"
He's afraid after all the hard work I've put in cuttin my pain meds almost now down to 1/4th of what I WAS on 18mo's ago(I hit my goal 7 mo's early /default_smile.png that I'm gonna go right back up. But I have no desire to do that, BUT if I get hurt, I don't wanna be told "take your meds for your neck". He did the best he could for me, found out he's the one making sure none of my docs change my meds on me at ALL, cuz I coulda used a few diff kinda relaxants but he went off on that and being $0m@tosed.. but did way more than the ER would, but if I can't find alternatives or the ones I'm leaning on hard don't work a lil better.. I'm not sure I can keep going down, and expect to have a life? That part is scary, but it's more scary to think back at post op, and having the tolerance of a cancer patient.
I NEVER wanna be where I was as @Blissopifree said it steals a lot from you including your soul. And not one of my docs would let me even say I was an addict, but dependent cuz I never abused what they gave me(now from 14-22 I was INVINCIBLE, or so I thought, and DEF addicted but to everything) I wish everyone the best, and if they ever even just need an ear to vent at. I'm here.. know it's a lil off topic but.. Peanut's post was much better than mine, I'll blame it on the condition, my condition was in ha! I shouldn't post whilst in pain like that.
I would like to add my 2 cents to yours, so here goes our combined 4 cents: If you haven't used it, and don't have a medical need for it, DO NOT USE IT. It is great if you ACTUALLY need it to get off of opiates (of H). It has zero recreational value. Absolutely zero.
Totally agree with the above quote,I've been addicted to opiates (mostly H) for over 20yrs done rehab once and detox 3 times.
Addiction to strong opiates is NO fun!!.
It robs you of any real self respect and effects EVERYONE that cares for you ie family and loads of failed relationships.
Some days I struggle so much as this addiction makes you feel so selfish and I do understand people who do not understand my addiction thinking that I am selfish.You basically end up using or justify your use to the smallest of issues that non addicts just shrug off easily.
Once again pleeeze do not get addicted to strong opiates unless they are for a major illness and not to "get high"...
Peace
Bliss...
I tried to taper from bup, got to ~0.6mg/day and couldn't go lower without getting sick. I've withdrawn from DHC, oc's, dillies, DHC, H, and bup. (my history of being a "pro" sucks.) Bup was by far the worst. I finally went cold turkey from 0.5mg, and didn't sleep or eat for four days, kicking the whole time. Slowly got better, but I've failed again since. Kudos to all who can taper successfully.
My 2 cents: If you're not addicted, stop now.
Doc Jim, you did GOOD man, don't focus on just the negative.. be proud cuz 90% can't even get to .5, it's frustrating but hey, I think what you did was pretty special. Thanks for sharing. "Do the best you can and that won't go unseen- no, no, no!"- "Please pardon yourself" the Avett brothers.
I hate misinformation, and this med and 'Done are the two that all the info given should be pretty much be switched. I wonder how many realize no p/ks help fibro and those type of pain? BUT 'Done does a bit, it's the ONLY one that works on neurological pain. Thus why I asked to use it to ween thankfully I did so before things all went to sh!t.