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Solid Snoop
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Well the time has come where I have came to terms I have a major issue.
On a daily basis I take 800mg+ trams, 12 mg xannies, 8mg clonaz, 8mg Loraz and if I'm in a bad mood about 100mg of Diaz.
I came clean to both my partner and doctor about the issues thinking I would get a taper plan but I have been sent to an outpatient addiction "hub" where I'll soon be seeing the doctor for the best way forward.
You may ask why I take so much or how I'm even alive. The answer is I don't know hence why I'm seeking help.
I don't get any medicinal help from benzos or a high, I use them to try and block out the emotional pain I have been going through for about a year. It works to a degree but its also ruining my life.
After seeing the doc on Monday I've managed to drop the loraz completely, drop the clonaz to 4mg, tramadol I'm trying to CT, Diaz to 50mg and xannies where needed (about 4mg a day).
Coming off the high doses has had no ill effects so far but time will tell. My back is killing with no trams and a bit sweaty but that's it. It does usually get worse up until day 7 for me though.
I see the rehab doc on Monday so I'll keep anyone that's interested updated.
If I have any major episodes I'll keep you posted
Thanks for reading.
Snoop
On a daily basis I take 800mg+ trams, 12 mg xannies, 8mg clonaz, 8mg Loraz and if I'm in a bad mood about 100mg of Diaz.
I came clean to both my partner and doctor about the issues thinking I would get a taper plan but I have been sent to an outpatient addiction "hub" where I'll soon be seeing the doctor for the best way forward.
You may ask why I take so much or how I'm even alive. The answer is I don't know hence why I'm seeking help.
I don't get any medicinal help from benzos or a high, I use them to try and block out the emotional pain I have been going through for about a year. It works to a degree but its also ruining my life.
After seeing the doc on Monday I've managed to drop the loraz completely, drop the clonaz to 4mg, tramadol I'm trying to CT, Diaz to 50mg and xannies where needed (about 4mg a day).
Coming off the high doses has had no ill effects so far but time will tell. My back is killing with no trams and a bit sweaty but that's it. It does usually get worse up until day 7 for me though.
I see the rehab doc on Monday so I'll keep anyone that's interested updated.
If I have any major episodes I'll keep you posted
Thanks for reading.
Snoop
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