hey everyone!
I'm so amazed and grateful about your concern for my well being as opposed to rightfully angered and frustrated. a terrible string of events via friends close as family needing an enormous amount of attention and and resources ultimately propelled me into a dark spiral I've been working on climbing out of as I've been losing my apartment and navigating the houseless scene of LA while trying to hold space for my friend whose on the brink of suicide.
A couple days ago I finally had to leave my friend in a state im not very proud of due to self preservation.
essentially by the time I left she had convinced herself that I was demon and was trying to get my to reveal my true demonic name. I had a panic attack and met up with my ex who graciously let me stay at her apt. As I was trying to explain to our mutual friend what was going on when I accidentally inhaled a couple quarts of water and felt like i was drowning and lost all connection wtih my body . I wasn't sleeping or eating because foolishly thought that I had enough strrength to help her even though i couldn't take care of myself.
I'm so sorry friends i realy dont have the emotional fortitude to run this shop.
Full trasnparencerecenry I'm sending out three packs with lots of extras today.
I'm utterly broke but I have research materials to send out to those who have paid me already.
some of you have rightfully requested refunds, and I wish I could afford to pay you back, but I dont have any money i just have product. so expect that coming to you. i
i know there are a handful of people whose deals arent so straight forward .and I promise we will work those out . everybody who has an outstadninding pack reah out to me today and I will send you trackinbg . I don't comsider my late packs putting ourselves in a balanced dynamic but its th best that i can do is to get yuourorders to you unforgivabably late .. ill send tracking to you today, if i missed anyone, ley me know, i can make it rght not with money but wth reserach and extras.
thank you again for your concern rather than contempt. For those of you who have informed devlivery you should seee it pop today or tomrowworw .
sp sorry . love you all . happy holidays
hopefully in a few days you'll start to receive your pracels
love you alll! Deepest apologoies to all of you