Beachgirl, how did you kick them? How long has it been? The past 2 days have sucked. I'm under so much stress at work. All I need is a few extra pills and I would be great. I resisted. I will resist again tomorrow, but took more bens20s today (4-1 mg's) throughout the day. And so it begins- trouble with those (i hope not). I had so much anxiety from work that the stress hormones were terrible and made me so achey and pretty much felt like I was going to have a heart attack. I may or may not have thrown a few things off my desk into the nearby wall. Drinking lots of water to help clear those bad hormones, hope it helps.
First of all, I'm sooooo sorry you're in the middle of tram hell. I actually used suboxone to stop. It was the best thing I ever did. However, I did learn to go back and forth between the subs and the tramz and played that game for awhile. Then I just got tired of chasing my next bottle of pills. It was so exhausting always making sure I had enough to get me through so many days and making sure I had another bottle available before I ran out. Plus it was definitely not helping my finances any. I just stuck to the subs for another year and then slowly weaned off of those. That was really hard to stop because they just made me feel so even and normal with very little cravings for any pk's. If you haven't tried suboxone, you might wanna give it a try. I couldn't have done it without it.
Hey Hapgrl, hope you're doing as well as poss?
Adding nicotine would help with the energy for sure. But it's been 8 months and I'm not starting back. I do enjoy vaping and the fun flavors. I quit slowly with tapering the mg of nicotine and got past the actual w/d easily with the ability to not to stop the "habit" of smoking. Actually, it's not that bad now since the vaping was such a good substitute to the habit. I breathe so much easier now. I quit smoking once a decade ago and started back after 2 years. I hear vaping is not the perfect solution, but it's better than before. I used to chain smoke like that. Omg, lighting a cig and forgetting you already have one in your hands.... Been there, lol, more than once.
Yes please join the Kratom club! It has done wonders with my anxiety and general sense of well being!
I'm right with you on the RBS... It's fucking crackers isn't' it!! I used to wake up (when I eventually got to sleep that is) and it looked like my bed had literally been destroyed every morning! Like, slats out of place, broken slats, covers ripped, pillows strewn around the room?!
Please don't think that way! Nothing selfish about reaching out for support!
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ClintEastwood:
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Realbenzeyes:
I always thought I should’ve been born in a much earlier time but I will say, i do enjoy my Xbox and occasional TV series tho 😂
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Realbenzeyes:
I just wish the opioid epidemic never happened. Fk the turn of the century (which would be cool no doubt)! Many of my friends and family would’ve ended up in asylums like so many others. I just wish I could get back all those I’ve lost since the start
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Maelstrom:
Chew on the leaves with a bit of slaked lime and enjoy the mild boost you get from the raw base.
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Maelstrom:
I’m sure you know the folks in the mountainous regions along South Americas pacific side buy cócà leaves at the local farmers market just to help acclimate to the higher elevation when they have to head up into the hills.
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Maelstrom:
I would certainly have bought it, swilled it, enjoyed it…. Why not? A little boost in your juice isn’t going to hurt anyone.
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Maelstrom:
Having cramps and husband thinks you’re acting hysterical (ie. PMS) the doc would either perform a certain massage to relieve the strains of motherhood and family life of that time or send you down to the local apothecary for a bottle of laudanum… A tincture of alcohol and 10% òpìųm. Fun days huh?
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Maelstrom:
I think it was called vin Mariani. But yeah, it was all the rave back in the turn to the 20th century. Original formula Coca Cola did it for a while too. I think it was pretty weak though. Something like 200 mg per liter of wine. Enough to maybe give you a little push but unless you could pound some serious alcohol, it’d be hard to really feel the effects before the ethyl knocked you down on the ground. It was an interesting time period. Laudanum was a “hysterical” woman’s best friend.