I am finally (not that I wanted to) building up toleance to that red vein from sacred. I dont know if all of th conditions were just perfect, nut I have never gotten that high from kratom befoe. It was crazy! I am on it today....took about nine grams and just slightly buzzed. I have been PUSHING my physical therapy for my arm/shoulder because the doc had the audacity to tell me that I will never be able to raise my right arm up straight from the shoulder. And I WILL do that. I have been tol previously, from a long ago injury, that I would never use my right hand again but it is perfect. Doctors do NOT know all! Anyway, the kratom helps the pain better than ANYTHING else! It is really amazing! Sorry you grew tolerance so wuick Revenger. At least you know that you can have it once in a while, and that it will work! i
I have started therapy several times before, only to quit. I need to put on my big girl panties and just do it. I want to be well so badly. I fear talking about it, but logically, what is there to fear? I can control my panic attacks now with CBT, so I must conquer. My dream is to share the incident with you guys, especially this group here. I know others must have gone through similar things. We could all help each other. I have such high hopes for that. I just want it so much!