This thread is 6 months old but I read almost the entire thing it was so interesting. I had no idea that Trmdol could cause such problems!
I started on Ultract 35/325 about 1.5 years ago. They never got he high. It's the highest potency drug that the docs would prescibe for chronic pain and since it was so weak I always had to double and triple dose, and I drank alot of booze with it too. Only within the last month have I been able to switch to pure Tram 50s to try and save my liver. I'd been taking them for about 3 weeks, eating 'em like candy (300mg a day). They worked much better than the Ultract, but I was taking 100mg at a time.
Last week I had a pain episode and I had to go to the ER. A couple days after the incident I stood on a ledge at the top of my apartment building trying to think of reasons why I shouldn't jump off. I did not find any but luckily I shook it off temporarily, yet this suicidal feeling persisted. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't read, watch TV or talk to people. I got the runs. I thought about suicide at least a half dozen times a day. A few days later, all of a sudden, I feel better.
When I went to ER the generous bastards gave me 12 whole 5mg per¢s and sent me on my way. Those lasted about 3 days but as it so happened, this messed up my Tram regiment. I take a bunch of other meds, including an SSRI, which I did get a little off schedule with too, but I've missed days of SSRI dosing before before I felt any withdrawal symtoms. Usually starting with lightheadedness, then depression that could then progress to worse feelings. Never jumping straight from normal to suicidal. I realize now that this must have been from the Trams.
It's the worst withdrawal I've had, and I've a few others that sucked mightily, but it was like withdrawal in disguise. It didn't feel like a normal withdrawal. With strong opdS and ¢OKE I always find my body lets me know why it hurts. It wants more drugs. This time I though I was going insane. I thought about checking myself into a inpatient facility.
I took two trams today for pain and realized for the first time how much better the pure tram is than the Ultra series. I had no idea Tram could cause this kind of withdrawal. Now I do.